Afterwards,
I am a subtraction.
On the periphery.
Exterior.
Pinched into thin concaving
bows of salty smoke.
I inhale, and blow out.
Ballooned contouring
at a distance.
Alone, I am here.
I can’t remember
if it was by choice.
Separate but not
entirely abandoned,
until the lines connect
and collide emptied of me.
Habitual.
My electric grasp
leaves me charged.
A hollow depression of
awareness. The hypnotic
exhale pushing me further
into fume. I exhaust.
A final match.
I am meant for this world,
Surely. But not
as more than a nexus.
An interconnection to others.
They that perforate the smoke,
stay contained in the hardlines
of familiarity.
I, remain unfamiliar.
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